?Love?

So. I don’t even know where to continue. I`m in Bucharest. I hate the thought of being here. And not being at home. With her. Can you make mistakes in a relationship by caring too much? And when is it too much? And when do you start to learn from your mistakes? I guess it depends, from person to person. Can you love somebody too much? And can that hurt your relationship? I have learned that yes it can. Well not directly. Don`t get me wrong. It`s ok to love somebody as much as you can but you can do much wrong being too “in your face”. But why? Why cant I show it, why can`t I be sincere about it? Well that`s exactly it. You make her or him lose interest in you by showing everything at once. You have to put it all in small bottles and give your partner really small doses so you leave them wanting more every time. Well I failed miserably and did exactly the opposite of what I`m preaching here. And now suffering from it should seem just fair. But I don’t want to. I don’t want to suffer just because I`m giving somebody all my love. Where is this wrong? It`s really unfair. Really really unfair. You finally have a person you would do everything for and you can`t…

Maybe it is suffocating, and in the end you can`t force somebody to feel something. They either do or they don`t.

And that`s it!

Tunisia

Went and visited Tunisia and these are my thoughts about it:

First on if u can avoid flying low cost do it. It`s really a nag when a queer steward can only speak Arabic and anything you say he responds with a stupid smile.

We went and stayed at Orient Palace in Sousse, really nice place, accommodations are excellent. Not really a five star place but more of a cool four. If you `re there (in Sousse) don`t miss out on visiting the bazaar and Port el Kantaoui. And you should really take the tour through the Sahara, that`s a thing worth doing, but only if you` re up to the fearsome power of the tour bus air conditioning. It can kill you! Ha x 3!

Port El Kantaoui

The camels are super sweet and riding the jeeps in the desert is a thing of its own. Super sweet.

My camel Said!

Otherwise people are the same all over the world. Wherever you go they want to rip you off. The only difference is in the way they do it. If you got to Tunisia negotiate, bargain and negotiate some more or you`ll come home with no money at all.

We stayed at the hotel with a group of Romanian tourists from Bucharest who we were somewhat afraid of. But they turned out ok, invisible even. The most annoying were the Hungarians who I hoped would be more civilized. But no. They were loud they were annoying and they were everywhere.

So all in all it was a trip worth taking, seeing something new, at times beautiful even but I won`t go back there.